Dear you,I've read your blog. Im so glad to see that you are now happy with your life. Cant deny, i do miss you. However there's this such word as ego and i wouldn't wanna describe and exaggerate any further about this feelings. Sometimes i just feel like texting you but i know i'll be the stupidest person to do that cos firstly i dont even know who i am to you. I wish you know who you are. I've been holding this pain for so long and i finally realised that you dont even care a bit about me, im just wasting my time waiting. Why are you reacting this way towards me? I know im bad, i know i've hurt you but is this a reply that i should get from you? I've tried to ignore about us but it seems to be the hardest thing ever. After what you and i had confess you think its easy? Try putting yourself in my shoes. It hurts. It really hurts. Someone who i really trust suddenly gone missing and the only thing she say is sorry. You even asked me to forget everything. Every single thing that you had said. Its not easy cos in the first place im not a toy nor a playboy. This is a misunderstanding and i have no idea when you will get this things fix.
