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Again there's a misunderstanding between us. Again ! Why is this happening in our friendship? Why? I've never asked for this. I've always want us to be happy together, if can forever. But you seems not to understand me. I am always the bad one, and i wont blame you for treating me like this. But again, i need an explanation from you, i need to know who am I to you. A friend, a good friend, a close friend or only a classmate ? i dont know. Please be honest cos i had enough of girls nonsense. I had enough of all this. For godness sake, i really need a break. Problems keep coming in my way, after one and another. Why this is happening? Im trying here real hard to please you but i guess i failed. Im sad. This time it really hurt me and i have no idea if we could fix this things. Honestly, i've always been praying and saving this friendship but now i gave up. Let the time decide for us. You are going to have a bright future not me, so go ahead with your new friends or what so ever cos im not the type of people who you think. Im just upset with you cos you are just giving me fake promises. Idm if you are now friends with her, instead im elated to see that cos i've been hoping since last time. I even had arguments with HER just beacause i wanna help you and her get back together. But now, you give me the bullshit attitude? What's this? If you hate me, if you want a new life and a new friend why cant you talk things out with me personally. I had enough crying. I had enough of every single thing. Can you please change? Change this situation that we both are facing? Can you for once?