Yesterday was awesome, however i was not really satisfied with myself as i know i did not put in a lot of effort compared to Nadia. Sorry Nadia, i cant be a model. Yesterday was a really bad hair day. We even received some feedback from friends that her make up was nice and the best part that we both could not take it is when a passer by congrats us. Hell-o, its only a photoshoot for godness sake. I would like to take this oppourtunity to thank all my friends who attend for the picnic yesterday. Thanks to the both (Aisyah, Aishah) for helping out with the make up. Thanks to Nizam for being a great joker yesterday, you really make us laugh like hell. Eventhough you did not sleep the day before the photoshoot, you still make the effort to help, thank you and that i will remember. Ton again at my house soon yeah. Hahaha! I also would like to thank Kaseh for buying the flowers, making the effort to tag along with us, thank you thank you. When everything is over, we headed to esplanade to eat. We played True Or Dare accept for one of them. The game was great however it turned out to be freaky at the ending part. Haha. At 9, everyone headed back to their own crib since we were tired. To Nizam, cheer up will you? Forget about her if you think thats the best, i wouldn't wanna see my friend sad all the time (:And to you, i just would like to say that you are really a good liar and sweet talker. Teach me can? Your promises are always a fake. Yes a fake, F- A- K- E. You have never mean every of your words and promises that you made. Stop telling the others or even me that you are bad or what so ever cos honestly you are not. You choose to be bad, you choose! You choose to lie, you choose to hurt yourself. Why must you stress up your life with the past? Why can't you move on? Why can't you be happy for once? I've never regret for liking you but now it seems like everything had changed. I rather loose you, a friend that always come and go rather than losing a friend like him. A friend that i only knew for 2 weeks but a friend that who had done so much good things to me? Wouldn't it be nice if i were to treat you like as if you are invisible? I bet you like it. The only thing you know is cry? To feel sad? To apologise? In the first place, do you really mean it when you say sorry? Cos you seems to repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat the SAME mistakes. Let me tell you this, when the first time you tell me you like me, i can somehow feel the sincerity in you but now i've finally realised that girls are all the same. They only treat guys as their entertainment. Do you? Im just mad at you for what you are right now, please change if you want me, or better still us to trust you....
