ZAAI-IAAZ

I've been thinking about our past and us this lately. Sorry but i dont know if we could carry on with these. I had enough of your nonsense. Why must you make me suffer? Why must you leave me and let me cry all by myself? You are evil, seriously. I trusted you so much. I love you so much, but this is what i get from you? I find it pointless to be talking about things that had already happened, somemore its the past. Im just so upset, still upset with you. I feel like slapping you if possible. Words could not describe the pain i've gone through for the few months. You keep giving me fake promises. What is that for? I want you to mean every words and promises that you had just said. For your information i have not been contacting any girls, but you! You did right? This is why i say girls are all the same, they treat boys and relationship as an entertainment. Are you a girl or a bitch? I dont mean to be rude here, i dont mean it. Im just so upset with. Very upset, and now i've been cheated again. Life is never perfect for me. There's so amny ups and downs. I just need you to really mean it every single thing you had just said, prove it to me. Prove it. Cos i dont wanna get hurt again, never. Yes, "being in a relationship is just a temporary thing" but why cant we treasure every moment of it and try to make it last for eternity huh?