
Its impossible to be living in this world alone. Its impossible to be living in this world without girls around, without happiness, luxuries. Its very impossible for me to carry on with life. It has been nearly 2 months suffering this pain all by myself. I felt so lonely at times. With some bunch of hopless and useless friends around me, it is just making the situation worst. They are just adding to the burden that i am facing. Friends, where are you when im in need of help? In need of someone to hang out with, in need of someone to talk and joke with. Why have you guys change? Why can't you guys divide your time in your studies and friends? I dont mind if YOU ,YOU and YOU are too busy with assignments or projects. But at least make a time for us to spend time together, why you
can't for me? But why
can you for the others? Cos they are your new friends? Cos they are way cooler than me? SIGH.. Fine, if this is the reply i get from you, you and you. I guess i will have to ignore you for now on and start mixing with the other group of friends. Im totally annoyed with myself, i kept texting you guys and asking for an out but the answer is always a NO. Always (: I realised you dont need a friend like me, you dont even appreciate a single thing i've done. Im just upset having a few bunch of friends like you. Truly upset.