ZAAI-IAAZ

Good morning readers! Today is the 7th of September 2009. Its a special and an important DATE for me. Firstly, im seating for the very first paper for 'N' level. Woahh, so scared. My heart is beating very fast right now, but whatever it is im prepared for Mother Tongue paper. Again, i wish "GOOD LUCK" to everyone whose taking their N level later. Hopefully everything gonna be fine for you guys. Do try to make it to sec 5 ok? haha...Have confidence in yourself.

Next, to that particular someone, i would like to tell you that i really miss you. Boo, Zaai gonna sound emo here. haha. OK, Who cares? Im just letting out my feelings. Yes, im sensitive:( Im sensitive when comes to relatinship or love affair. Im sad that everything had come to an end. Why? Why Zaai? I regret for making this decision, but i wouldnt want to be hurt by you or any girls anymore. Enough is enough. I'll take this as a lesson for me. Have you ever asked yourself how important you are to Zaai? Have you? Love, you mean alot to me. No one could ever feel the pain that we are going through and i admit that partly it is my fault. Im stupid. Stupid for making the wrong decision. Stupid for making you suffer. Stupid for not treasuring you. But what can i do? Im just so scared, im phobia. Im trying to forget the past, still trying and will always try. Its a must. 7 will always be a special date and a special number for me. Still cant believe that we aren't together anymore. I wish you can give an answer as soon as possible cos im tired of waiting, it just hurts. I dont wanna end up waiting for you like how i used to. NO. NO. And yes we still can be friends, but im not sure if we can be close as how we used to cos you seem to have lots of guy friends, and i can feel that im no longer important to you. (Zaai cuma seorang kawan yang senang di carik) The feelings is totally different. I still love you and will always do. Happy 1 Month Anniversary! Till here, bye.