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Dearest, im sorry if what i am going to say will hurt you. I dont think we can carry on with this anymore eventhough we still have feelings for each other. I have no idea what i am thinking right now, but im truly hurt. Truly. I have been thinking about "you" all this while, wherever i go the only think that is in my mind is you. Despite the short relationship we've been through, i think i love you more and more each day. Why must you think of the others? You aspect me to respect your feelings? How about me? Me? Doesn't mean you are a girl, a guy should give in all the time. If i would like to list down how important you are to me, it will takes more than a day. Seriously, this relationship that we have been through together is never a doggy love to me. Maybe it is to you. You can say whatever you want about me. Sensitive? I began to be sensitive whenever i am with you. Cos you don't realised some of your words are just too harsh for a relationship which is still growing. Do you know that a new relationship is very fragile? Let me tell you that mostly guys are ego. But they have their limits. They don't show tantrums all the time. There must be a reason to it. *Please take note of this * and thak you for comparing me with your other ex boyfriend. You must not assume that all guys are the same. This tells me that you dont have trust in me. why? I should erase this feeling that i had for you as soon as possible cos im deeply hurt.Eventhough i miss you very much, i find it pointless to be crying all night for you cos its over between us. I dont even think you will accept me after what i had done. This paintful feeling is killing me,hurting me. I can't be keeping quiet whenever im out with my friends even if im sad. I am just not good at acting or lying. Im sorry. And thank you so much for calling me sensitive everytime we meet. YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL. Its easy for you to find a replacement i guess, but this relationship had really teach me a lesson. Yes a lesson. A lesson for not to be in relationship especially now. Being in a relationship is never a beautiful thing. I have never been treat really well whenever in relationship. I am not kind towards girl ,i am not. It's just that whenever i see her smile, your smile, the pain that i am going through will just vanish.Totally vanish. Okay, i guess thats for now. I wouldnt wanna spoil my mood. Bye!

I CANT DENY I STILL LOVE YOU.YES I REGRET!