I am in a bad mood right now,like seriously!Yes,BAD MOOD.These 2 people are driving me nuts today.One of them is my friend,im so mad with him cos again he keep repeating his mistake.Like wtf?Can you text me or call me if you cant make it today for the meet up?Can you be a bit polite this time?Can you?Despite telling you,warning you for the forth time for godness sake,you seem to be repeating the same thing over and over again.Im not trying to be mean or what so ever,but im just letting out my feelings and anger out!Its not the second,third or forth time.But its the FIFTH time!Im still reconsidering if i should take you as my model or not cos im scared "THIS" will happen!I know that you are doing this photoshoot for free,but i think it is a must to inform the person in charge in advance if you can't make it for the event/outing/meet up.(Standard)This is called BASIC RESPECT!And to another you,do you know how much i love you?how much i miss you?i know i am an idiot that can't really confess the whole feelings out,but honestly i mean every single thing i say.That's is why i don't dare to give promises that i cant fulfil.What for?No use giving promises that are fake."FAKE PROMISES"I have no idea why i am so emotional nowadays.I admit that i am being too emotional.Maybe im to phobia with girls/love.I'm just scared that I fall into girls' traps.But love,trust me.I love you and the trust that i gave u is still here with me.I had never think negative about you,so please i hope you can be the bestest lover i have ever met.I hope we'll make it through.You left me unspoken.Im sad.For now,i guess i'll leave you alone.When everything is fine,when everything is back to normal,when you think you are ready to share your problems with me,do approach me.Cos im still waiting for you.STIl sayang.take care,iloveyou.
