
Im sad.I dont believe you are doing this to me.Maybe i deserved it.Do you know how important you are to me as MY FRIEND? I thought all your promises can be used.You seems to be repeating it everytime you replied my message but now i've finally knew that "promises are meant to be broken". Why are girls being so selfish?Okay,i dont wanna think in a neagtive way.Maybe they have their own reasons.But why must you avoid yourself from being friend with me?Whenever i asked you for an out you seems to give excuse,everytime.Come on,im just treating you as my friend.I feel so bad and unwanted most of the time,and you are calling me your goodfriend?please dont make me feel guilty by saying that to me cause i feel that im not a good friend to you.I dont understand you.So do you.Ignore what the others have to say,cause no matter what we are still friend and i guess they have NO RIGHT to make decision for you.You should decide it for yourself,its your life.But i can see that you just can't be bothered.Im speechless right now.If only i could bring the past back,i will.Im just terribly upset with you.I trusted you so much however i think the friendship can't go any longer or further.You picked this.I have nothing else to say.take care,i gonna miss you for now.Enjoy!and have a great holiday.